Decided to go club last night and was kind of excited to go after like 3 months without entering clubs. Met up so WG people there. Basically everything remained the same. Same songs, same environment, everything i. the same. When I was inside the club i just felt out of place. Feeling very weird, like this is not for me.
After that went over to Dragonfly to meet some of my other friends. Also felt out of place. Firstly I only know like 3 people there. Kinda awkward. Sat down and looking around instead of dancing cause my legs hurt due to the heels I'm wearing. Just kinda sit aside quietly.
After a few direction game with them and a few drinks I decided to head home. I was feeling very tired as I had work 12 hours before heading to club. And another reason was that I kept thinking of him and trying to control myself from crying. Well, everyone there was having a great time and I don't want to be the spoiler. I left and cab home. Reach home too a bathe and slept immediately when I hit the bed.
Woke up at about 8.50am cause I had this leg cramp. The pain was excruciating. I think it must have beenfrom the heels I wore to club and the temperature was cold in my room. Saw he's message felt so much better.
Recently we have been moving on quite smoothly. I take things easier now and not pressuring myself or him too much. I guess this is called stress management. Well, I'm happy and satisfied now. Just hoping that everything will just go smoothly.
Angel Faith. || 6/06/2010 06:43:00 PM