it all happen when my friend friend lost his wallet. he said that someone knocked him and kicked away his wallet. but i don't know anything about it. then lights on all the guys went looking for the guy that kicked his wallet away.
then when we were outside i got knocked by this guy purposely. then fight started. sighs. police came, and i tried to help them but end up they dun appreciate. oh well they were like telling me its guys stuffs girls shouldn't bother. but sorry i'm not those typical girls just stand there and pretend nothing happen.
so i stood in front of this guy who is much smaller is much smaller in size than me. he told me to stand aside but i didn't want to. he told me that not make him hit me and i replied, if you dare you hit me. i was like thinking in my mind wtf so childish. then my guy friend pulled me aside. ok fine so i stood aside, sitting at one corner crying all by myself.
cos all the fighting reminds me of my abusive family in the past. its not that i want to cry but i just cannot help it. i was left being all alone, waiting for the guys to settle with the police and other guys.
its not that i wanna be a busybody but i don't want them to fight and all end up in lock up, like wat happen to my family when i was younger. always quarrel till police come than end up other one would be in lock up. i seriously have the phobia when it comes to fighting and quarreling. i just don't want anyone that know to be in lock up or getting hurt thats why i don't even care whether i'm hurt a not.
just hope that they would not be angry with me. and understand why i did that.
i just wanna be someone who is willing to help.
seriously quite upset over last night. thanks to all those that ask me whether i'm ok a not.
