tell me wat should i do?? i dun wan things to turn out this way. i have been emoing since the day i regretted the decision. and yet y are u still saying things that makes me sad? do u noe i'm crying as i'm writing? do u noe how i felt after u said all those to me? do u even care about how i felt? i'm trying so hard not to think so much but ur not helping me at all. to me everything i try to do is by forcing myself. everything seems meaningless when u are not here. i realli duno how to describe how i feel. so many doubts and mix feelings that canot be cleared. i noe u dun wanna talk about our stuffs, i try not talking abt it. do u noe that i'm trying everything i can to get u back?
sighs sometimes i realli hope something would happen to me. so i will not have to go thru all this.
Angel Faith. || 11/10/2009 12:31:00 AM
