i was my fault that i didn't want to sleep and told him that i would be ok to meet him later. i can hear that he sounded disappointed but he still wants me to rest. if i wstill were to be with my ex he would have probably get angry and tell me off as i cancelled the plan so last min. so later i would just stay home and sleep.
the reason why i wanted to accompany him after he book out to school is because he always drives me around places that i want to go, and always send me home even i'm staying in the west and he stays east. and sometimes he even took the risk to drive when he's tired.
he really wants the best for me, by asking me to go back to school to quit smoking to cutting down on clubbing and drinking. and he doesn't expect me to do it immediately. he gave me time, and guide me through some tough times like my addiction to smoke.
i know some are concern about where i met him and stuffs, but all i can say that he's not harming me, i'm in good hands of his. although we haven been long together but i can say i love him. this was what he say to me " i want you to be even happier with me than when you're single ". which i think he did. most importantly he made me feel the freedom i can have even though i'm attached.
