nothing special just had dinner at sakura with family. my father went out to get a cake last minute and wanted to bring to the restaurant to celebrate but i told him i didn't want to cause too embarrassed. not used to celebrating outside with so many people looking at me. so we left the cake at home and went out for the dinner. it was japanese buffet but the food wasn't so great. but still ended up very full.
then reached home cut the cake took some photos. feel quite awkward as i'm not that close with my family members as i don't talk much at home. then started using my lap top and downloaded msn. once signed in i recieved many birthday wishes. thanks guys. but somethings happen between me and my boyfriend.
well it's all my fault i made him angry and disappointed. disappointed with myself too. sometimes i just feel like giving up everything. got no support or determination to do anything any more just feel very sick of life.
