why do you still wanna meet me when i told you many times that you don't have to explain anymore to me? since you can backstab me behind your girl friend there's seriously nothing much more to say. i have already seen your true colours. how do you want me to get back to you if you do all this type of things? i told you all about me like what i have done in the pass end up i got backstab by you.
seriously i kept talking good about you even when i knew something was amiss. why must you break my heart again? i want to have a boyfriend that can take care of me and love me, after you doing this to me i don't even dare to love someone again. do you really understand what i'm going through now? i have never felt so terrible before. i'm trying to get myself drunk so when i get home i would just sleep and wouldn't think about it so much. but everytime i wake up everything would be back. why must i be the one getting hurt again? i'm really longing for someone who can treat me better than my ex, someone who can promise a future. but even though i found one now i don't even dare to love again. there's like a barrier in my heart. i kept telling myself not to fall for anyone anymore.
i'm feeling so terrible now.
