he too lied to me and gave stupid excuses. why some how i already feel like giving up on this relationship already. i'm like so sick of giving out so much and ended up hurting the most. until now he still don't even let me touch his hp. now that he's not with me, i felt so much happier. i felt like i got back my freedom suddenly. i can do wat ever i want now.
i'm frequentning clubs like i 've never done it before. i seriously felt so happy and sense of freedom. i felt like i wasted like 6 years with him. he even had times that he couldn't feed me and support me. cos he only cares about his hobby which is his bike. he kept saying that he wouldn't care about his bike anymore and put me in piroirity but ended up he still cannot part with his hobby. and spending as much as he can without saving. if he cannot even support me, how is he going to support me when i'm having a child? haiz.. i'm like jus super vex. i have like paid for his entire bike installments and ended up getting all this shit back. once is enough, just simply sick and tired of it. i felt like i can trust no one. even the one that i once loved betrayed my trust for him.
i'm hoping that i can get a guy who really can take care of me and is stable and mature enough to support me.
